drained. sick and tired. going to work each day is a freaking chore. my colleague quit. there goes my lunch buddy.

i am so tempted to throw in the letter, then again, i have yet to find out what else i want to do. so yea, hanging on to see how it goes. tired of chasing after targets. its unfair. i miss the life that i used to lead. now everyone else is so busy, each on its own.

its back to the same feeling, same cycle, when you suddenly realise that someone that used to be “dispensable” becomes important to you. and the cycle continues.

actions not words.

i guess we are all tired. and you’re somewhat feeling down. i suck at cheering people up tho.